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I was standing in the hall 2It was only the second day of school. I missed the first day of this class standing in line for my I.d. since I was new. We didn't have assigned seats yet but the boy in the hall sat next to me anyway. I did my best to act natural and not look in his direction. Except his short, orange blonde hair atracted my eyes like magnets. All I could think was why God? Why are you doing this to me?My whole exsistance has been a minor one. I'm the 5th of 6 children. I'm not the baby, not the eldest, and that makes me eaisly forgotten. We have moved around alot since I was young. I never learned to get attached or care for anything other than what I could control. I would consider myself dull. I am just another bluberry in the basket.The teacher began calling names and taking attendence."Anjolie Peterson?" The teacher called out. That was me."Here." I said. The boy looked at me. I could feel my heart pounding a bit faster.The teacher, Mr. Randall, silently aknowledged my presense in the room a
FrustrationAnswer Me thisWhat did I do?I mean itWhat?I followedYour every commandwithout a sighand then You snap at Me foran innocent question!Why WOULDNT I be mad?Seriously,Did I snap at Youbecause I cut My fingerWas I mean to Youbecause My computer won't workand I can't communicate with Anyone!The answer ishell NO!So when I leave the roomDon't tell me"fine be a frickin' teenager"because I am!Hello?are you blind?but that's not why I'm angryit's because of You!Don't be creul to mebecause of Your problems!Get a grip on life will You.
I was standing in the hallI was standing in the hall. Just being the loner I was. I looked around at all the students passing. All the sheep doing follow the leader. I looked toward my classroom door. A couple was standing there being lovey dovey. They seemed rather happy. I hate to say this but the guy was gorgeous but he was taken. Sudenly he looked up and met my eyes right away. he half smiled and i realized I was staring. I looked aways as fast as possible but still trying to be casual. His gaze was enticing and seductive. I got goosebumps and my face felt real hot. The minute bell rang and my teacher still hadnt come. The girl left but the guy was still standing there, questions filled my head. Why is he there? Is he in my class? Why did he smile at me? Why am I so concerned? Whats wrong with me?Turns out he was in my class...
Small things like StringWhen you have nothing better to do its funny how much small things stick in your mind. Like how a piece of string is stuck in someones hair but you dont say anything. And you never know if that piece of string was ever taken out of his hair. You start to wonder about it the next time you see them. How did the string get there? Was it from his comb? His Blanket? Where did it come frokm? Whever you see that person you look for more string. So that this time you can tell them.
Happy?I'm not so happy anymoreI'm not so happy anymoreI'm not so happy anymoreI'm not so happy anymoreI feel like this is wrongeverything is happening so fastI'm unsure if I can be strongthe overcast is consuming my lifeThese people around meare strange, cold, and confusingI feel like I cannot just beMy soul is diffusingI'm not so happy anymoreI'm not so happy anymoreI'm not so happy anymoreI'm not so happy anymoreDon't want people to tell me come backbecause then I will have failedI need something to get me on trackpleas god let it find meI'm not so happy anymoreI'm not so happy anymoreI'm not so happy anymoreI'm not so happy anymoreWhat do you dowhen your worlds beeen turned upside downtell me what do you dowhat do you dowhen you cant go backtell me what do you dowhat do you doif you can't give upbut cant think of anyother choicewhat do you doif there no one around to ask this question toI'm not so happy anymoreI'm not so happy anymoreI'm not so happy a
Away from youI don't wantto leave you behind.I don't wantto change my frame of mind.I don't wantto meet new people.I don't wantto lose touch with you.I'm afraidI'll forget thegood times.I'm afraidwe won'tsyncronize.I feel like I'm inthe opposite positionI waswhile youwere gone.I don't wanteverything to fall apart.I wish I wasn'tthat far awayfrom your heart.
What Ifwhat ifIm not hereWhat ifyou can no longer think clearwill anyone be thereto help youget throughnowhat ifI dont pick up my phonewhat ifI dont mind being alonedo you think youwill geta second chancenowhat ifI dont carewhat ifIm not scaredtheres no self pityor sorrowleft for tomorrowbecause thats over and done withcuz now it just ticks me offall that sadnesswhat iftears fall from your facewhat iftheres no more saving gracewil you survivewithout me by your sidewho knowsbut do you really want to take that road